That's one load off my shoulders..
Okie, I feel better now. Despite my better judgement, I went and checked my R-Score. Sheesh, people were talking about everywhere I went. So glad that I stressed over nothing. My R-Score went up!!! Heehee, so proud of myself. It could have gone up even more though if it wasn't for that one stupid, stupid misunderstanding I had >___<. OMG... don't think I'll ever get over that... such and idiot... how could I just mess up my marks for the entire semester for that class like that???
Anyways... the application deadline is slowly approaching and surprize, surprize... still haven't applied yet. I know where I want to go, it's just... I don't know what to take and it all feels so.. permanent... Like I'm gonna be stuck with whatever it is I pick for the rest of my life. What if I choose something and end up hating it??? I know I can still switch, but I don't want to end up 30 years old and still in school cuz I can't pick something! *whines* Now I'm getting a headache. This is happening more often lately than I'd like. Stupid applications... everytime this happens... *sigh*
I feel so lost... Maybe I'll be a golddigger and just leach off some rich guy. Of course, that rich guy will have to love me more than I love him, so he won't cheat on me and will get me everything I want. Haha, yep... that's my back-up plan ^^.
School is so depressing lately. Was just talking to Sheryl about it and yah... school's just not fun anymore! It use to be great: every morning, I'd wake up, eat breakfast, brush my teeth, get dressed, get on the bus, gossip, "shared" homework answers, read comic books, arrive at school, hang out at the school yard till the bell rings, go to class, get praised for being such a perfect student, play four-corners/hopscotch at recess, go back to class, get more praises and perfect test scores (hmph.. I use to be smart... and then high school and college happened...), occasionally leave something unfinnished so I get to stay in at lunch and not have to get my butt freezed off by the harsh woes of winter, goof off in art/music class, and before you know it, the day is over... Sheesh, we had it so much easier back then...
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