Omg... it's only 9:18?? Why am I so tired?? Literally, nearly fell off my chair during dinner time cuz I dozed off for a few seconds. On a happier note, I came this close to killing myself when catching the bus this morning. Was half awake when I left my house and didn't realize the ground was completely frozen when I started to make a dash for it. Luckily, no falls. Some minor back and shoulder pain from my petty attempts to catch myself before I land on the ice, but no biggie. Of course, the ppl walking behind me must thought I was nuts, seeing that I repeatedly kept waving my arms and twisting around in thirty billion directions >_____<. Ah yes.. a laughing riot indeed =___=. Haha, this is such a pointless blog...
|| Helena mindlessly rambled @ 9:18 PM || 0 comments ||

Heehee, this is turning out to be a very good week^^. All my orals and tests are over, finally got back on track with my RM project, I saw GoF (love, love, love that movie!!! Officially the best Harry Potter movie up to date!! The plot was well depicted, characters were well portrayed, Draco was not a wimp [I stand by what I said. It's not his fault he got transfigured into a ferret. Anyone would have freaked. And yay, his hair looked good in this movie xD.], the Prefects Bathroom scene kicks major ass [LMAO, gotta love Moaning Myrtle^^!! Absolutely priceless!!], the dragon and mermaids were awsome, the list goes on!!! It would have been perfect if only the graveyard scene was done exactly as it is described in the book. Voldy was suppose to look around the circle of Death Eaters and make comments about those who are missing, who shall be rewarded and punished, etc.. Btw, anyone else find it weird that Wormtail's hand didn't bleed at all after he hacked it off? I don't mean Kill Bill style where blood just squirts out like a fountain, but at least some blood would have been nice. Well... not nice but.. ah you get the point, lol. For the record, I think I'm turning Harmonian >___<. They just look so cute together, lol.) and I got accepted as a peer teaching student, muahahahaha!!! This is awsome^^. Life is good. Just gotta make that appointment for the interview, which I am so not looking forward to :s. What is she gonna ask anyways? 5 minutes can be a very long time...
|| Helena mindlessly rambled @ 6:57 PM || 0 comments ||

Well that was erm... interesting... lol. Went to Lisa's surprise thing today, and omg... I can say with certainty that this is not gonna happen again anytime soon. It was just too awkward and somewhat embarassing. Apparently Monique only thought about doing this like 2 days ago and couldn't contact everyone at Vanier on time. At a table of 16, I only know 6 people and that's including Lisa. And out of those 6 people, there's only 4 who I've actually ever talked to >_____<. Nope, not happening again.

Monique told everyone to show up at East Side Mario's at 5:30, and even emphasized on not being late. So what happened? Andrea and I arrived about 10 minutes late, only to find out that we were the first people there 0____o. Jake came in around 10 minutes later, and not long after, this pretty big group of people came in and started debating over whether or not the table Andrea and I were sitting in is the table they're looking for. Obviously, we don't know who they are and vice-versa, and some of them thought Jake looked kinda sorta not really familiar, and so the debating went on for quite a while till someone asked if it was the table for Lisa's surprize, lol. And so the waiting game continues. Honestly, the waiting didn't bother me that much, but it was the waiting and sitting with a full table of people who I don't know that bothers me. Haha, I feel so bad about this xD.... What kept us staying was the fact that because Jake knows who we are, we can't just get up and leave cuz it's just flat out rude and we also wanted to see Lisa of course, since we haven't spoken in a while. But anywho at least Monique introduced all the Dawson people when she arrived. Can't really say much about them since well.. we didn't talk :s, but for the record, Darlene looks nothing like Hanh.

Anywho, too tired to type right now but yah, Lisa was really surprised, haha. It was so funny when the cake came cuz the waiters at the restaurant made her stand up on her chair with the rubber chicken while they sang to her ^o^. Think she was thoroughly mortified by the end of the whole ordeal, heehee. Happy Belated 19 Lis! *hugs*
|| Helena mindlessly rambled @ 11:32 PM || 0 comments ||

Heehee, thought this comic thing's pretty cute so I decided to post it up. Anywho, feeling somewhat better now. Still feeling a bit cynical, but I'm getting there. Had the most hilarious convo with Parcha today and that cheered me up quite a bit. Actually, we were both cracking up like crazy by the end of class. At least now we both know that there's entirely too many crazy ppl in this world. I mean seriously, some of them can't even come remotely close to being from this planet. Guess it's unevitable. Everyone's got some crazy bus story somewhere along the line. One of those facts of life I suppose.

Anywho, Lisa's surprise thing is gonna be tomorrow night apparently... Don't even know if I can make it yet *sigh*. So many things to do, so little time. Urgh, and I just found out that I have my third linear test first thing Monday morning at 8:30 too. I can almost guarantee that I'm gonna be late. I just can't seem to get up on Monday mornings >_____<.

Oie.. I should print out my transcript before I forget. I was gonna sign up for the Peet Tutoring English Course to get out of taking my Block B english, but now I'm not so sure. I got the form today and it turns out everyone who signs up have to sit through an interview :s. Obviously, I'm not too thrilled about that. Somehow, my brain never seems to work when I want it to and I end up getting tongue-tied and making a fool out of myself. Not to mention I also have to write out why I want to peer teach. Erm.. what am i suppose to say? I wanna peer teach so that I can have the time to retake accounting? Ergh.. come to think of it, maybe I should rethink this whole thing... My marks for the second semester aren't exactly impressive, especially for cal 2. But then again, I'm tutoring english and not math so it shouldn't matter too much right? Bleh, I don't know... Let's see how I'll feel about this whole thing tomorrow shall we?

Hmm.. come to think of it, should I take the German course as a complementary during the intersession just to get rid of a class? Am very tempted to actually... but if we have to do orals, then chances are I'm screwd =____=. Aww, why can't it at least be something interesting like Japanese or Spanish or something? When the heck am I gonna use German??

|| Helena mindlessly rambled @ 10:36 PM || 0 comments ||

Sometimes, I can't help but wonder what's the point. I mean why do we bother with going to school, finding a job and whatever when in the end, we're all gonna die, rendering all our "accomlishments" pointless. How significant can anyone feel in a world of infinity? We're all doomed to begin with one way or another, so what's the point? Maybe it is the human condition to lie and hurt one another. There's just so much of that going around lately, y0u'd think it's a disease. Pfft.. as if that isn't enough, throw in the prospect of losing a loved one and you'd have yourself a perfect week. I don't know what to think anymore. Try as I might, I just can't seem to push it asside and pretend that nothing's wrong. Think I've long pass the notion that things will never be normal again, so I guess it's hard to go back (=____=;)

"Dreams are so damn perfect, but reality just tugs the other way. You're cursed when you realize true things because then you can't act with the full confidence of dumbness anymore."
|| Helena mindlessly rambled @ 11:22 PM || 0 comments ||