missing
Funny thing about songs... they can take you back instantly to a moment, a place or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment.
On the same date last year, it was also snowing but the snow was different. It was light and airy, whereas today, it's inconsistent. One minute it's coming down harsh and fast, and then as suddenly as it began, it stops. Just as you think it's over, the rain comes crashing down again, harder than ever.
How do I make it stop?
The rain is always there... no matter how hard I try, or how hard I pretend that everything's okay, the rain is always there. There are some days where I'm so good at pretending that I fool even myself into believing that it's true. But if it were true, then why is it still raining? Why does the snow keep piling up? How do I stop it?
I'm just so tired... so very tired... I don't know what I want anymore.